dreams of a life time

In my dimly lit ICU of 16 beds,there is a bed no 6, Dont let the number fool you,its not further down in the list of sick patients.My most sick patient has been on that bed for the last 45days. If you could call anyone a sweet looking grandfatherly patient there would be none other. A 65 year old sweet gentleman was brought on ventillator and is being treated for severe breathing difficulty (ARDS for those who u know ;) ).he has been a picture of a strong willed, forward looking optimistic generation of people who are seen only by a handful in our generation(me included). For the last 40 days he has greeted every one with a smile in the morning,even with a hole in his throat to help him breath(trachestomy) with a ventillator and tube through his nose to feed him.He,a pediatrician by profession has been a resilient soul with an apology every morning for accidentally pulling out his feeding tube.None of the sisters mind that extra job because he is the kind of patient you want to look a

For those who still find the patience to read my online rants, here goes another ONE :P You know, i think, when i am content in life i don't do online ranting which makes my EPICS of prose more sporadic than it is :D. I have not blogged in more than 6 months, which was when i was about to get engaged, NOW i am about to get married. Please do NOT  think my LIFE is only my LOVE LIFE,That would be the last assumption i want you to have. These last few weeks of  bachelorhood (or is it bachelorette-hood?) is making me reminiscent of last few years of being single.Good years i have had. Enlightened education (manipalites know what i am talking about :P)financial freedom, awesome freinds,life in a city away from home and considerate parents are the incredients of the recipe i prescribe for an awesome early 20's. You have not been lucky( or not lucky as i have been ;) ) if You Have not - 1. Seen a second show movie with your girl friends. 2. Had a midnight drive on the high

hey, so i know its been a while since i wrote anything to anyone but lets just say i have been swamped with work like crazy.when you are learning on your feet on how not to kill someone you kinda lose focus on anything else. it obviously helps that i love what i am learning and doing. BUT, I thought maybe i should put a pause on it and just enjoy  the moment, what if it passes and life crashes around me and then i regret that i didnt take this moment to enjoy it. for anyone who s still in the dark, i am getting ENGAGED!!! after a long and relatively drama free relationship we have decided (Actually he didn't have much of a choice in the matter :D) to make it legal with a ring and all :D I am usually not very vocal about my relationship other than the fact that i am in one ( even though usually u have to ask me to keep shut once i start talking :D ) but once u take a look back and realize how lucky you have been in love, u wanna pen it down, if not for anything to make su