Random musings of a confused soul

2018, I know,  is gonna bring me a lot of tests and tribulations I am not sure I am ready to deal with yet. You plan something  and then a higher power decides, "let's change the game". 2017 had lots of ups and downs. Sad thing is, you  remember the downs more clearly than you do the ups. You remember when and how you have been let down by people better than how they came through. You pretend you don't but you do!
Each and every day as you grow older you realise the time which has been given to us is transient. You are here today and tomorrow you aren't, how do you make your life count then? The plans you so diligently make all seem so superfluous in the face of reality.
How you choose to remain when the truth dawns on you  is totally upto you,  make most of each day or be angry about the time you might or might not get.
You realise the most important people in your life are the ones who let you down the most but u slap a bandage over the wound and pray it holds till it doesn't.
There is a prayer which I first heard years ago on a TV series I have been addicted to. It struck such a chord in me that I have gone back to it frequently when the going got rough.  I dunno where it originally came from but it has appealed to me like no prayer ever has, so its only fitting that I find it printed on the walls of the medical oncology dept I have been roaming around recently.
" lord grand me the strength to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference"

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