on being 22..

old is how i feel! everyone in my college is younger than me, save a few.one fourth of my life is over (ie if i live to be 88!!)its a cliched statement that college life s the best with just fun and frolic and no worries but what the heck were they talking about?!!! if college after being supposedly worry-free is like this, god knows what actual life ( our parents think life we are having aren't the real ones!) will be like!
don't get me wrong i loved my college like any next person andi am more excited than half the people i know to be going out there and explore the "real world" but it is kinda sad to know tht the people u spend Ur last 4 years with would fade on to being no more than faint hopefully pleasant memories..yes i know cycle of life and blah and blah but still..friendships made with thought and emotions will cease to be.. i am not naive enough to think "we ll keep in touch"! i think after college showed me how school faded away into abyss of memories to pave way for college ones i know exactly what will happen in a year. and nopes i wont be shedding tears on the last day of leaving college. its ones own choice which leads them towards or away from their friends and i strongly believe one should be man enough for ones decisions..
change is good..it shows you life is not static for you.. how much ever i likemy college i cant imagine even 1 more month than is absolutely necessary being spend here wasting my time and life. time and life waits for none and i refuse to be left behind in this race. yes calling life a race is a lil too melodramatic even for me but i sincerely believe its at least a brisk walk which you are supposed to finish without having given up for success who you are and who you yearned to be when you were growing up.
so yeah i am excited about starting a new chapter of life and yes i am sad too on turning over the much liked present page but which one do i like more the known much loved present or the unknown much awaited future? i think its safe to say in my case the future. lets see what it holds for me!

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gr8 minds at work....
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