Chasing my dreams

i remember being told, or was it among those things we just know but dont know how exactly we know,that speaking out loud what u dearly want could jinx it.Its probably one of those old wives tales which i would'n pay any attention to until its about something i want :D Anyway this is very important to me,this will shape out what i do for the rest of my life starting next year SO i am not taking any chances.Yes its obviously about what post graduation i am hoping to get into and anyone who has talked to me recently is already aware of it but sending it out into the big bad world seems like bad karma! 
I started out,in school, wanting to be Dr.Teena, IAS.(yes it sounds cool!) Somewhere along the journey to get those prefixes the dream changed from those post fixes. lets say it had to do with long hours spend cramming,some precious moments u experience with those prefixes and changes in priority which happens when life becomes happier.(not that i was unhappy before!) So it changed,now i dream about Dr.Teena, MD.(yes even that sounds cool) Do i think i can do it? most of the times "yes",sometimes"maybe" and sometimes" i hope so"!
This year is going to be a roller coaster ride with emotions running high and low with the hopes of seeing light at the end of the tunnel. To all those whom i am going to annoy with my constant complaining and cribbing,i apologise in advance, to all those who still lend me their kind ears i am going to be eternally grateful..
Nothing is going to be simple this year..


But then what s the fun in a simple life? :D

Comments

Bimal said…
prayers and wishes :)
11:25 PM
ViMaL said…
The last few years was like in a cocoon...how you were and how you have transformed to what you are now. Amazing!
Wish you all the very best for that Dream!
11:42 AM
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